Semalam dan kelmarin rehearsal beberapa kali, tapi bila menghadapi keadaan sebenar, memang betul, keadaannya tak sama dengan yang dirancang. Manusia merancang, Allah menentukan.
Tapi saya sedih sangat sebab saya buat silap banyak kali. Saya datang lewat ke rehearsal, saya buat silap waktu rehearsal, saya tak tanya silap saya, saya tak ikut flow dengan betul. Saya tak berikan sepenuhnya komitmen pada event, itu silap besar. Kesian ketua saya, she looks obviously tired and sometimes I felt she was'nt satisfy at me. Saya rasa dia ketua yang best, dan sangat tolerate. She considers my burden, but I did not consider her burden.
Waktu dah nak hampir ceremony, memang berbaur semua perasaan. Tension dan nervous. I never felt that way before, but when I think others may felt greater tense and burden, I felt lighter. All of them have given the fullest except me.
Half an hour before ceremony, the VVIP suddenly wants to change. That time, I felt I have done quit a large mistake. Maybe I wrongly spoke to him or giving wrong perception, but the Pengarah carnival said he just wants to test us, to make us learn and be flexible. I felt like crying..
Because I am the one who wrote the speech script, I felt great nervous if there anything wrong with 'em. I felt scared to death to do mistakes. Thanks to Cherry, dia selalu menegur kesalahan saya. Thanks to Akma, always remind me to be alert. Thanks to Chi Ling and Ann, they teach me hundred times patiently.
To my ketua, please apologize me. And to my bureau, I am sorry for making a lot of mistakes and did not give full commitment. I hardly tried learning from u all, guys. You know what, last night I feel like hugging all of you especially to the ketua. She is the most kind and tolerate ketua among all. Professional, thats what she taught me as she never let out the mad and tension to us.
To someone I did not responds to messages, I felt sorry because I let the tense out.
And to readers, Sorry because this is not a positive post for you to read.
In this situation and case, from last night up til now, maybe what have I forgot is Tawakkal ilallah..
3 komen best:
learn something from the past
it is a good lesson for you to learn
hopefully, in the future you will be prepared for those kind of situation
always remember, the past cannot be changed, but the future is still in your power
never give up
try better next time
be the best :)
pelajaran terbaek adalah belajar dari kesilapan..
yupp!! thats obviously right, and thanks for those words.. I really appreciate 'em..thanks :)
May Allah bless u both
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