This weekend i have 3 days holiday because of National Independence Day.
So extra on monday.
Say. Today is Sunday but i really missed my work already- despite of the heart ache i get from my probation extension.
Miraculously I happen to be in JB after 8 months of not being there.
Now I feel headache for my car installments price.
Lagu tema: If you're not the one by Daniel Bedingfield.
Untuk sekarang, pertanyaan tentang perkahwinan menjadi lagu latar kehidupan saya. Semua oranggg nak saya kawin, mungkin teringin nak tahu apa berlaku dengan hidup saya seterusnya - ibu abah, sedara mara, jiran sekampung, orang kampung ibu abah, bekas guru2 dan pensyarah2 uni, ahli usrah dan mak2 murobbiah, dan sesiapa saja yang berkenaan.
Untuk ke sekian kalinya, mungkin kali yang ke lapanbelas, kakak saya bertanya sama ada saya ada berbincang tentang perkahwinan dengan sesiapa.
Above all human existed, I am the one who is the most curious about my own uncertain future soulmate-to-be.
I am not so confidence yet yawww!
Like Mike have said, "the ball is in your hand. You can choose to toss it, nor to keep it,"
As I always say to myself, I dont want to get married because everyone did it. I want to have solid reason to do it, and- it must be a very good reason.
Well I have that someone in mind I wish to grow old with.
Today I have been reviewed on my performance during my probation period, on few items: team work, punctuality, interpersonal communication, job understanding, timeliness on job completion.
This reviewed have been made by a new boss, not the people around who have been supervising me during these six month.
Guess what is my performance review: I could say myself I am poor in timeliness, but overall, that new person reviewed me as overall poor :(
During the review meeting, those two Japanese supervisor been there, agreeing that I am poor - I feel so sad that they did not stand for me saying I am doing good as they always said.
Bos tikus.
Next move, is move!
His comment about me is-
that I am such an unreadable person, my thought cannot be interpreted.
Whether I am good, sick, angry, or okay. I did not shouted my opinion-because I have tried talking about important thing to my bosses but nobody hears me- my opinion wasnt counted at all!
So it is useless to waste my energy to this lazy & stubborn community.
I am not an open book, people. Do not blame me if you cant read my thought. You can misjudge me & I dont care.
Misjudge me now and please be happy.
Once upon a time,
I happen to know a very sweet talker boy who loves to janji manis. He always promises to give a call or messages which I know he did not and wil not.
So I cursed him to become a box of Dates.
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