Grow with deugro

Deugro tu macam jenama susu kanak2 kan?

Membesar bersama deugro! ~Mind Over Matters.

Omo..

Well. Its True, 

Deugro is practically doing mind over matters. Jika saya nak end up jadi pendidik yang membawa umat mengenal logistics, I guess I am in the right place.

Pada hari pertama bekerja, saya dikenalkan dengan incoterms. Which, masa zaman belajar lecturer pun pening nak ajar benda ni pasal diorang bukannya practitioner sangat- bergantung kepada individu akan berada pada bahagian yang mana satu. Dan, kitorang yang telah keluar ke medan perang ini, berada di serata pelosok dalam 'supply chain'.

Second day, is, learning the dreams and passions of deugro and to be as presentable as how my boss could be.

"Hi, I am Shikin, I'm from deugro project, we are global freight forwarder, and say, logistics? Its in our DNA!"

Yesterday is raya haji so skip yesterday and today is consider third day. Today I learned about container, which I specifically learned about it. I deal with this boxes thingy for past 7 month, but today is the real day I learn deeper about container.

Life is interesting, I learned and being paid to learn. How miraculous is that , kin??

Focus on the positive thing and be good, insyaAllah. Walaupun sistem email dia x understandable sangat.

Mind over Matter!

Well antara inspirasi yang menguatkan saya untuk bekerja di deugro ialah sedutan kata2 Presiden Alibaba - "being in the big company, you are only part of the machine. Go for the small company - choose the leader you wanted to follow, learn the dreams, learn the passion"

Allah, kuatkanlah!

Pray enough

There are so many, so many times in life that we havent pray enough.

Pray to be successful.
Pray to have good relationships with parents, families & acquaintances.
Pray to not being jobless.
Pray that Allah has always chosen us to the correct path & to benefits to community.

Lately I felt miraculously stronger than usual, in terms of inner strength. The strength to made decision and moving forward. And to ask for my mum's prayers as much as I can. The strength came by believing in Allah.

I feel blessed and relieved and happy when my ibu says she always believed in me. She said,

"Ibu percaya, Nora kalau buat apa pun, mesti boleh, mesti jadi."

Omo... thanks, ibu!
So please believe me when I say I go to pogrem! (ibu have low tolerance when I say its volunteering or going to program Or seminar or whatever BUT shes proud when I say I go to work and I work hard. Is it Not in the same zone, anyone?)

While you have your mum, pray hard and take care of her, hachikin!

Rahsia makin lawa. kehkeh.

Semalam masa KOBAR ada orang cakap I makin lawa.

Apa rahsia?

Nak kata sbb dh kawin, belum. Nak kata pakai produk apa, tak ada pasal alergik serba serbi.

I xpakai make up apapun, yang ada hanyalah syenyum sepanjang hari.

Senyum tu yang makin lawa sebenarnya, sebab di sebalik senyuman itu, ada banyak cerita airmata. Tak kira betapa banyakpun masalah, senyuman sahajalah, harta yang ada.

Perempuan, kalau Allah bagi wajah cantik macammanapun, make up mahal pun, tapi kalau tak senyum, dia tetap cantik tapi serinya tak ada.

Dan bagaimanakah mahu senyum dengan lawa?
yakinlah bahwa apa yang anda ukirkan itu adalah senyuman~

Thank you, KWE

I sent out the love letter today.

Now I know that to release yourself from a giant company is not that easy. Especially you are special, i may say.

First, your boss will behold you.
"what is the problem?" - and this is the chance to speak up your says & what is your disappoinment.

Second, All the point that made you re-thinking, all the sweet talks, honey, sugar, dates, is in the room. You will be praised like an angel, for all the hard work... At this moment, please do not melt because you are good and will be good without the praises as well.

Third, boss will ask you what they could do to make you stay: you can request the team shuffle, the better salary, whatever that made you stays.

Make up your mind and go for it, no matter what is the result will be.

Counteroffer.

background melody: Numb by Linkin Park

And the world knows that this little girl happen to have some tragedy at work - so she has no more reason to stay.

I know that my company currently restructuring, and my release tender could be a headache to them. A big one.

And this guy from another department saying he is like an elder brother to me, suddenly pinch in asking whether I think I have done enough.

Yes.

"But you shouldn't say that as a newbie".

Easy. My opinion doesnt count at all in here. You made my day, you made my decision easier.

And please, do not again bring up the 5k shipment's failure issue, because.. I, as a newbie should emphasize that my stupidity is a sign of your failure to educate me.

And. Again, my disappoinment on the management's unfairness have cost me big time demotivation. I am not sure whether someone have badmouthed me at the back but seems like I have become the ugliest stupid girl despite of all the good job I've done.

Thank you, KWE.

Life is more understandable this way. Now I can answer quickly why nice people die faster - because they are too good that God loves them.

A princess needs a rest

One after another events,...

In life, I always demand that I like to feel wanted, needed and belongs to. It feels good to be in place, adapt, and make yourself at home.

When I feel almost home at KWE, they take it away, saying its not your home so I need to behave. And nobody at home says that this little visitor is so good and capable to be residents.

Learning have been such a philosophy in career world, I know. And going back to square one, Ashikin...

Sesungguhnya

Sesungguhnya, aku tak mampu berhutang.......

Sejak muda, saya kurang gemar berhutang. Kalau adapun, akan cepat berusaha nak bayar.. semakin meningkat dewasa, saya berusaha belajar. Di peringkat universiti, saya memohon izin ibu abah untuk menanggung pengajian saya tanpa saya berhutang.

Baru-baru ini, saya memohon pinjaman bank untuk membeli kereta. Allah izin, kereta yang saya mahukan dihentikan pengeluarannya - menyebabkan down payment asal atau rebate yang ditawarkan pada awal tawar menawar tidak mampu saya bayar.

Saya tidak mahu mengambil risiko meminjam- biarlah saya berdikit2 mengumpul wang.

Memikirkan tentang kepada siapa saya ingin meminjam membuat hati terasa sempit.. saya tak mahu hubungan kekeluargaan menjadi rapuh, atau kawan melihat saya sebagai orang suka meminjam.

Biarlah hidup susah sikit tapi jiwa lapang, hidup ini pinjaman Allah tapi kita sikitpun tak rasa sempit, kan? kerana cinta Allah itu sifatnya melapangkan, mewah hidup dengan rahmat Allah.