Feelings feels special when it is with you.
It is unexplainable, but feelings grows each day, especially during our hard times. It feels nice to have you around.. to miss, and to cherish.
It feels nice to have someone to laze around with, now, which I never think I will have and I could have.
I've been living all my life being independent and free-spirited, now we have found each other I couldn't imagine living this life, this next moment without you.
It feels wonderful to have someone to care about everyday. It is the different kind of care than whatever I have ever given to family, friends or anybody else. It is the attention I give only to you, and to you only. It is micro and detailed, specific care, that if you know me-I never care about it if it is anyone else that is not you. And it feels lovely to be cared by you- my safe space.
I have stopped writing for a while now- because blogging is my writing den where I shared all my pain and sorrows and reflect through it. But now I have you who constantly feedback to whatever i've been through so I feel less need in writing. I used to think why all my blogger friends stopped writing when they reached certain levels in life and now i have the answer- they found love and love keeps them busy.
It feels nice to have someone to share your joy and sorrows. Someone you can be fragile with whenever you are around him simply because he is your lifetime cheerleaders.
Finding a spouse to marry is indeed a life wonders.. the journey to meet you is truly mysterious, I hope we both makes it worth, and appreciate each other as amanah from Allah.
Thank you Allah, for letting us have this wonderful journey. And thank you my husband-to-be, for everything.
InsyaAllah, we will humbly lives our life to be a better person and better hamba Allah each day, together.