Work, these few months, is irritating.
The project I handled is eating me up deep inside.. I've felt this way before when I handled Penang project but this is way too worst.
It caused me restless, and when I wake up in the morning, I feel stressed up and in constant worry because the project is not ending yet.
It will end soon. But the way I am being pushed to corner, and the way client threatening not to pay additional costs scares me. The way my current manager talk about it does not help at all, and when i bring it up to Maxime I dont think he understand what I am facing.
Maybe I am not good at handling my work stress.
This stress has cost me my health. My haemorrhoids relapsed. But this time less gastric because my mr fiancé making sure I eat all the time.
Cant wait for this project to end. Then I can rest, and plan for my next move in the company or outside the company.
My best talent, work passion and kindness should not be killing me here by wanting the company to profit or not in loss.. Instead, it should help me keeping up with life, be at advantage and help other people.
Thanks to my mother and my fiancé for always keeping me in check, and help me through this difficult time.
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