Since deugro moment, I have meal time irregularity.
When I was living with Kak Mai for working with MedicMesir, I always eat on time. Lunch, and dinners. Kak Mai & Kak Lia will cook for dinner and I was only take part in finishing the foods. For Lunch, we will leave office on time at 1pm. Even our boss treat us lunch lotss of time.
Life was a bliss.. hahahaha..
Starting in Kintetsu, I felt strange that salesperson did not befriend each other. They rarely gather for lunch together. They did not taking care of each other, their own team. But still, I managed to stuff myself on time in the afternoon.
When I move to deugro, almost nobody go out for lunch. My lunchmate buddy has resigned last month. My boss did not take lunch with me for having his own diet programs, My senior kak Lily is having knee pain restricting her to move a lot.
I never have eating disorder ever before until I was left heartbroken & wordless, since already a year.
I did not blame anyone for this sickness, it is just me that sometimes I feel its really hard for me to finish my food.
I really feels that I need heartily support. I felt silence depression that I happen to cry sometimes, unreasonably - cause I feel I cant take care of myself well.
Sincerely me, 16th May 2016
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