Each and everyday I have to take care of myself.
Life is not about being happy, its about dealing with all the ups and downs, good and bad times.
Today I went sightseeing at Paradigm (again!) after dinner with my officemates for so called gathering. Since this is end of month I am being broke so sightseeing is more than enough.
What I am trying to narrates here is; being by yourself you have lots of options to jump and tossed around, gotta choose everything by yourself. When we were little kids, we dont have to care about everything- we used to be fed and clothed by our parents. We didnt chose expensive attire, classy bags, and yet we were so happy. Its enough that we had enough.
But today I felt a little of deep feelings of sadness- that,.. urm.. Im afford to buy things I like but its not enough of happiness. I have to cloth and feed myself, and I'm not so happy about this.
Yet again, life is not all about happiness, its about dealing with this loneliness, that I have to be reminded that life doesnt evolve around me and me only.

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