Rasa kecewa tu macammana ye?

 I have never had a big blow in relationships in my life, simply because I never had one.

The only disappoinment I had before was only with my parents. But parent-child relationship is different, we always bounced back and eventually loved limitlessly.

But this one hits me hard.

Now if people ask me how disappoinments of love feels like,

I will describe it as, 

"you felt like being hit by a truck but you still alive."

And the numbness pain, you have to bear with it for a moment. Maybe for a while.

hiatus for a moment.

 at 32, i feel a little lost, entah kenapa.

I will go hiatus for now.

Until I meet myself again.

bye.

x.

Opening up about your love life

 Actually.. spilling secret is so much fun!

Today I spill some of my love life secret to my colleague. Someone who is so good at working in improving herself.

If you think my story is something important, go get it from herrrr

New Age, New Home

 32 this year!

Dan saya pindah rumah baru. 

Rumah sewa.

Yang kosong.

Banyak Barang.

Penuh Habuk. 

Takde apa.

hmmmm sedih.

Rindu rumah Cicik. Rindu cicik masak. Rindu budak2 nakal.

But I need time for myself now. I need to rethink my life purpose. And deal with some bullshits a little more.