2018

Started 2018 with lots of shocked.
And happy news,too!

Just, where in the world are you, the dude that supposed to share with me all these bad and good times?

Are you already here? I cant see you..
Please send some signal, vibration is also accepted😂

Win some and lose some

My feelings now is somewhat similar to what I felt years ago when I was with MM.

The stagnance, losing of excitement, stressed and bored.  Feels like the love faded away.
The feeling of ungranted wish.
And betrayed.

Deep down my feelings told me what did I lose today, everyday.
I am not good at making friends, I lost every bit of myself day after day.

I did not know what I am winning,
I only know that I have my sisters to hold on to..
And to turn to Allah even if I'm sinned.
Thats the best winning in every losing.

Second time is never harder

At the age of 27,
I havent completed any of my dream..yet.
I only could say I grow wiser through days, but some of my social development become worst.

This is not the happy time in my life, I could say.
This is a tough times.. with losing lots of trust and 1 best friend in 2017,
I feel that this is really tough.

I didnt make new friends, I didnt trust people anymore.

I always believe that tough times is a good time to learn..
With a condition of good faith.

It is time of the cycle again...I need to go.

Dah hujung tahun..bila nak kawin?

Ashikin masih relaks walaupun dah hujung tahun.

Sesungguhnye bayang jodoh pun kin tak nampak lagi. Sebabtu la relaks. Kalau dah tahu bilenye, harussla tak relaks dah kan.

Tapi.. adik2 dah gelabah. Ibu tak bagi diorang kawin dulu😂😂😂sebab kakak cantik diorang ni tak kawin lagi.

Kin dah tak boleh relaks.
Ikin dah boleh start cari calon suami sambil tulis blog dan scroll fb hari2 😅

Relaks.. rezeki Allah dah tulis, kerja kita hanyalah berusaha.
Kahwin bukan syarat masuk syurga, tapi kahwin adalah pendekat syurga. Taknak kahwin adalah penempah murka nabi.

Kahwin, bukan sebab trend. Kahwin, sebab nak teman hidup ke sana.. semua orang yang dulunya single sudahpun menjadi manusia double triple-so ikin dah takde teman😂

So friends out there. Kalau andalah jodoh saya, sila lah masuk meminang.

No. Phone abah saya 019274xxxx😆