I dont understand

Why is it sooooo hard to understand someone who already in your life like forever?

Dunia

1. Promotion

Ashikin promoted!
Tapi sebenarnya Ashikin taktaulah kenapa di promot sebabnya rasanya beban kerja dan amanah yang selama ni dipikul sama je..
Ke akan datang lebih lagi?

Allahu a'lam.
Nervous sebenarnya, terasa lebih gementar berbanding happy.
Mungkin sebab bukan minta tapi diberi.
Sayu pun ada..

Semoga saya menjadi manusia yang lebih Amanah & berintegriti lagi pada masa sekarang dan akan datang

2. Penunggang Agama

Sekarang tengah sibuk isu 'agamawan' kahwin lebih
Kahwin lebih dari satu tak salah tapi cara ia disensasikan memang nampak buruk dan salah
Tergamak pakai nama nabi bila nak buat salah, tergamak kau.

Allahu.

Kita kena marah kalau benda tak menepati syarak.
Dan kita kena muhasabah, jangan lupa kita juga akan diuji, mungkin dengan dosa yang sama bila kita keji pendosa.
Kita kena benci dosa, bukan pendosa.

3. Stress kerja

Stress kerja saya bertambah-tambah kebelakangan ini.

Mungkin juga sebab saya telah mengurangkan aktiviti outdoor termasuklah berenang dan mendaki.
Argh.

Allah, bantulah saya menghadapi mehnah hidup ini.

While you are the constant factor..

Everything else changed.

Long ago I knew that world does not evolved around me.
Thus what I did for my life was NOT an escape plan. It was Planned Carefully just in case I met my other half on the way.

You were never once in my plan. You MAY be the one i meet on my way but this journey wasn't plan because you hurt me.

This path I made is because I am reclaiming myself, depending to only Allah and not anybody.

This path is indeed lonely and long journey but I am glad I made it without you & you leave me in early stage of my life..so that in later life i did not regret anything because I dont want you take so much space in my life.

You are not here, is my constant factor.

TALL

I am in my high times when cargoes are over height it cannot go under the bridge

This is super stressing and almost killing meeeeeeee

OMA. Please help us upon this trials..