The girl with heart-burdened

My life's core business for awhile now is really touching someone's life.

I used to be someone who cried by myself because I felt pressured of whatever happened around me. And generous people helped me through.. They help me to accept problems as part of life and be strong.


Now, asking people if she or he is doing okay is kinda my thing.
Every form of human being are struggling hard, every day, because they did not disseminate between their problems and problems of other's
And I'm here to say that.. even you feel lonely, you have Allah to lean on.

Dont let your heart burden bottled up, because when it breaks, the damage is beyond repair..

Untuk lelaki budiman yang saya suka.

Untuk lelaki budiman yang saya suka,
Maafkan saya.

Saya tak tahu bagaimanakah seharusnya saya menjadi, agar mudah menjadi suri di hati kamu.
Yang saya tahu, saya harus menjadi diri sendiri, kerana lelaki sederhana yang saya cari akan menyukai saya seadanya

Maafkan saya kerana berani meminta hati kamu. Walaupun saya tak pasti sama ada kamu ada orang lain yang kamu sukai.

Kamulah satu-satunya orang yang membuat saya berani bercakap soal hati, sedangkan segala lelaki yang ada sebelum ini, tak kira betapa eloknya, ditolak mentah hati saya.

Sekarang saya sukakan kamu. Lelaki yang sederhana.

Hati saya terasa galau, sekiranya kita tak saling memiliki.
Kesakitan masa lampau, masih terasa pedihnya, sungguhpun saya mula berani membuka hati setelah kamu ada.

Terima kasih, sekurang-kurangnya, kerana kamu ada.
Mungkin atau tidak bahawa kamuah lelaki yang saban tahun dinantikan, hanya Allah Rabbul Izatilah yang akan memberikan jawapan.

Strange

I used to tell myself that I'm scared of strangers being my close acquaitances.

But some people doesnt feel like strangers at all! Feels like they are here the whole time.

Love every little catch-ups and happy teasing as I never do that before~

What do you feel when you initiate a relationship:

1. You feel nervous and happy and eerie at the same time
2. You dont want to go overboard but you are happy the he actually real and exist
3. As much as you can you try to accept him for who he is

When you open up, be brave!