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My working days now are not so bad, alhamdulillah.

I got to have an interesting experience of going to wharf, see project cargo and the management of it, the shipment in the bare eyes, the vessels, the person in charge..

My nights filled with classes and my reading session because i have my own targets. And feel a little suffocated sometimes, because I still cry in my leisure time.

I still being harrased by my stupid colleague at work who hate me for no reason. She complaints all day about me just because she hate me, doesn't like me for being so happy around. And I play along making her feels more irritated by doing my job well.

All thats meant to me from deugro is just because I believe Allah has planned goodness for me, my istikharah feels like working out really well. I did have good omen stepping to deugro over KWE, even though my early days feel like..hell..

When I focus on the good thing, push myself, and comes the boss guiding me all the way, and senior at work who help me through stupidity.

I am glad and happy, that I take bad things in positive way, even I can't help feeling irritated.

"Love can hurt sometimes,
but its the only thing i know
it is something that makes us feel alive"

I wanted to share my boss message to me & keep my spirit up:

Take Care

Half of my life have been influenced by someone I loved so much and leave me now.

That is not the case, I am not blaming anyone for my life risks.

I feel like I am being attacked from every aspects of my life. I felt fragile, really. People I know are dragging me into their business, and profits. I did not say this is totally a bad thing but every steps I am taking now is sole important to me. I need to take care of myself.

Just be guided and be strong and take care, Ashikin. Its this hilarious life!

Valkyrie Plot for Najib

Harini saya menonton cerita Valkyrie, Kisah plot pemberontakan menjatuhkan Hitler dengan menggunakan command yang dicipta pemerintah sekiranya Hitler mati.

Basically Valkyrie bermaksud "chooser of the slain", yang memilih siapa patut hidup dan mayi dalam pertempuran. tapi Valkyrie Operation bermaksud 'pelan operasi kerajaan pada masa darurat yang dikeluarkan oleh kerajaan Jerman ketika Perang Dunia Ke II, arahan yang dikeluarkan kepada Tentera Simpanan Daerah untuk dilaksanakan sekiranya berlaku gangguan dalam turutan umum kerajaan'.

Dalam cerita ni, protagonis berusaha mengumpulkan orang kepercayaan, ada beberapa cubaan membunuh Hitler, kemudian menggunakan peluang yang ada untuk menyebarkan false alarm dan menggunakan prinsip kerajaan yang ada untuk berpaling tadah, cuba melepaskan kawasan jajahan dari diktator, ingin membebaskan kampung halaman sendiri dan ingin berkuasa.

Saya ingin menyarankan kita semua menggunakan strategi ini kepada pemerintah sekarang nan diktator dan menyakitkan hati rakyat.

Vacuum Untuk Abah

Abah has never asked for much, so do ibu. They have ever only asked for foods, which I dont mind buying.

One fine Sunday, Abah called, asking if I could buy him vacuum from Go-Shop, current trend of homeshopping. So you know I never believe in any of online shopping, so do tv-shopping. I promised to buy him one, but not from Go Shop.

Yesterday I have rehlah in the morning. And I suddenly got temperal fever & dizzy.. I have some rest before moving my ass to Tesco & Giant to buy a vacuum for abah - he wanted the one which can work with wet surface. It is mere expensive but I really want to grant abah this wish so i buy.

Nothing too expensive for parents. Even if I go really broke today. =D