Someone from the past

In my favourite, most treasured reading materials, Rosie said that..

she dont want Alex just happened to be "someone I used to know, that we dont talk to each other anymore".

Theres some people in life I know and I dont wanna lose them, either, Rosie.. I somehow understands what Rosie feels. I am having good times with people around me, people I grown up with. People that taught me things - but seems like they preserve friendship in their own way: they like me to be just someone they know.

((be it sahibah who only contact me when they have programs, not to hangout or visits or spend leisure time or play games together. They only finds me for programs and usrah, not to fill our leisure time together so i feel bounded that we only friends for names, like how we did to our past/ex-classmates,ex-coursemates and so I should call them co-jaymates??))

So when you see my names on newspaper or mags in the future, or we happen to meet on the streets with our babies, bump into each other at malls, you can tell your other half that this is Norashikin you used to hangout together in past good old days, your ex of whatever  but we dont talk anymore.

I am sure that I'm not happy to be "Just someone you used to know" but I'm happy that at least i have touch a dimension of your life as a sign of my coexistence.

Ukhwah and friendships isn't Touch N Go and I dont want to be just anyone you met in the past.

Crazy little things called love

Dah lama saya tak buat review cerita yang saya suka.

"A Little Things Called Love" adalah sebuah filem Thailand tentang Nam, budak perempuan Tingkatan 1 yang menyukai seniornya, Shone. Merasakan yang Shone terlalu hensem, sporty, friendly dan baik, Nam berusaha meningkatkan kelebihan diri, menjadi cantik, pandai, dan outspoken. Dia dan kawan-kawannya menggunakan buku panduan 9 recipes of Love untuk memenangi hati Shone.

Turns out that... Shone dah lama sukakan Nam walaupun masatu Nam masih budak hingusan. Even, Shone tahu yang Nam guna buku panduan bongok tu tapi still berpura-pura macam tak tahu apa-apa.

Kesemua 9 tips dalam buku panduan tu tak berguna, jadi kawan Nam menambah 1 tips ke 10: real confession. Tapi, Shone telahpun mempunyai orang lain..

Macam Where Rainbows End.

Well cerita ni comel sebab budak perempuan tu clumsy, baik hati, dan sopan, dan berubah dari perempuan biasa kepada seorang yang matang. Dan perkembangan cerita ni sangat baik, dari sekolah sampailah diorang besar.

Pengajaran cerita? hampir takde kecuali kalau dah suka tu cakap je la takyah nak simpan lama2.

dan.. Mungkin, cinta dalam hati, admiration, mengubah manusia menjadi lebih baik sebab ada excitement dan rahsia.

Cinta ni, cukuplah aku tahu dan kau tahu~

Recommended baq hangg

By myself

Each and everyday I have to take care of myself.

Life is not about being happy, its about dealing with all the ups and downs, good and bad times.

Today I went sightseeing at Paradigm (again!) after dinner with my officemates for so called gathering. Since this is end of month I am being broke so sightseeing is more than enough.

What I am trying to narrates here is; being by yourself you have lots of options to jump and tossed around, gotta choose everything by yourself. When we were little kids, we dont have to care about everything- we used to be fed and clothed by our parents. We didnt chose expensive attire, classy bags, and yet we were so happy. Its enough that we had enough.

But today I felt a little of deep feelings of sadness- that,.. urm.. Im afford to buy things I like but its not enough of happiness. I have to cloth and feed myself, and I'm not so happy about this.

Yet again, life is not all about happiness, its about dealing with this loneliness, that I have to be reminded that life doesnt evolve around me and me only.

When I start enjoying craziness

Despite of all the hard times at work, theres good times.

Good times when I started to at least happily work and get to know my colleague from all around the globes. My weakness, and my strength too, is that I get indulged to places I set my feet on and people started feeling comfortable to my existence.

Being smart and pure is my strength, I believe that. Even sometimes I am dumb and morons too- but I strive hard to learn and adapt.

I started feeling comfortable at work when I start making profits for shipment I quoted, and challenge myself to quote for oversized which is actually Very Easy.

I am happy that despite all the nasty words thrown at me by OPS, even by big boss, at least my team support me saying that its okay, and I keep going. My boss even fake his nagging to me today, which makes me laugh instead of feeling stupid.

I start gaining strength, and being more firm of a person that those stupid morons around are unable to have me weaken of their action. Sadly, they even pissed off when I laugh or hums, I am not allowed to show my happiness and leisure at work.

They complaints over nuts, thats super pitiful soul.

And I, promise myself that I will stay the whole year unless my boss leave the company or I'm being fired.