Thats the attention I wanna have. Something I miss.

Being an adult, with a lot of responsibilities (though i'm yet to have spouse or kids),
I, no longer care if people care about my wellbeing as long as I took care of my precious self.

My parent no longer care if I eat enough or sleep well. They have their own problem.

I have few friends leaving me for rearrangement of their life. Apparently because I am no longer an important part.

Thats okay though. I'm glad I was there to help.

And tonight someone parent's call their kid (of my age) asking their whereabouts, during our journey home at midnight time after hiking.

Of course this sound proposterous but to me this is something I wanna beg from my parent to do it.

I miss my sane parent.. A damn lot.

:(

This may be the sole reason why I feel sad whenever someone does pay attention to me and whatever I said.