Be brave

Its been awhile I feel like living a routine life.

Ever since I asked Michal for an extended job scope, I've been given bigger task at work, dealing with more difficult people(customers), handling more of curious and non-curious and sometimes irresponsible people(co-workers),

I suffered a medium-high level of stress.

I stopped talking too much, (Michal describe it as extreme-to-extreme), as I felt my voice is unheard of, I disliked being ignored.

I stopped caring for others too much, I learned to let-go. When some junior still did the same mistakes after too much nagging from me, I stopped talking.. I said, this is it. I am taking it no more- someone else who entitled to take the responsibility should be.

I remembered my friend Jason Ling told me that I should be ready to handle stress when I'm asking for a raise/changing job to get higher pay- the higher the pay means the higher the responsibility a.k.a higher stress.

Now MB is ready to teach me to train others which is a good thing but I myself should be prepared mentally whether or not people will failed me.

I gotta be brave.