After 2 months

2nd May, marked 2 months of my stay with Kintetsu.

Frankly speaking, it feels like already one or two years-because of environment and hardness of work-I need to do a lot of thinking job.

Its not to say that this job is hard, the correct word to say is, "challenging". I feels, it seems like nobody like each other at work. Dept A and Dept C is strangers. Team A to Team B is strangers too.

Freak..

Weirdly, every morning we shout the thing about unity, our corporate philosophy.

As a newbie, this is what I feels. This company is unhealthy in terms of balance interactions. Ada nyawa tapi tak ada "ruh".

Nobody really knows each other.

I am someone who definitely loves human interaction. Someone like me cant be too long on this environment, because if I talk too much, I'll probably been misinterpreted. If I keep silence, I am not myself. I could be over-thinking if I do that.

Unless I have support. Like a muse or soulmate that allows me to yoshyosh everyday.

Know what?

The optimistic me is going to stay in this challenging environment.

Yoshh!