Someone you can turn to

On my high times, I used to go to someone I leaned on the most, that person.

That person gave me basic principles that Allah is the only one we can turned to during our low and high times. Thus I always find my strength, whenever I feel weak.

I used to think that I am someone who cannot keep secret, but growing older to be a good adult, I tend to keep more and more secrets.. Whenever someone say something to me, I am easily keeping it, thinking that the words are trusted to me, and it is not important spreading the word around. Gossiping is not my thing, and planned to keep it that way.

Recently people keep telling me good news after their high times.. which I felt really thankful and happy for that!

To relate, even if we as human helping other's and we feel happy about that, God is even more happier with us!

If we keep going to Allah asking for His gracious, He will never let us down.When we are happy with it, He is also Happy that His servants are equipped with gratitude.

Ranting - Of our parent's house

I'm not only logisticians at work, I am also a logistics manager of my parent's house.

I paid for the bills, and I worked hard to pay the bills!
but analyzing their monthly bills.............haih.
They only spend few minutes to call me in a month
And they keep wasting, like ordering the same products in the consecutive months without checking the inventory first. When I assigned my sister to buy inventory for the house, the bills gone missing, she did not report to me what does the money spent on.

I am a petty auditor of what goes in and what must go out. Of course our parent never waste anything... They tried to save anything that is already a waste - like old mugs, tupperwares, broken vases......OMG

Whenever I tried to put out all the supposed-to-be trashes, my mum take it back
and wasted my hours of energy trying to keep clean her space in the kitchen
BUT in the same time keep complaining that she have no energy and time to tidy up tapi bila aku dah tolong tidy up dia pulak yang sepahkan balik-ko rase??

Recently she complained that I was too busy on my weekend schedule - habistu mak, yang I go meet you every weekend tu apakah ia?

Growing as adult while our parent growing old is challenging.. but trust me, everyone have their own part to play, and that our parent is only with us for just a while. They are truly our heaven, so embrace them!

Shemale

Alamak..
Harini saya tersalam dia.
Naturally dia nampak cantik, tapi dari pagi saya terfikir macam ada yang tak kena dengan dia nii..

Namun begitu disebabkan saya seorang yang lurus bak pembaris, tidaklah saya menyangka yang dia transgender, kecuali setelah dia openly mengaku kat saya.

Haha.. I should be more careful!

Room and house search

Sesungguhnya.. Saya mengakui bahawa tidak mudah menjadi saya.

Pengakuan ini disabitkan setelah saya mencari rumah dan merasakan saya sangat cerewet!

Dulu saya tak cerewet macam ni. What happened to me?? Alahaii..

Ada rumah bersih tapi bilik sempit..
Ada rumah murah tapi yaAlloh macam bilik stor takde rupa rumah
Ada rumah mmg fit my style tapi tenant lain bela anjing la pulakk
Wahaii Ashikin kamu tu mahunya apa sihh..

Tak bukan saya taknak lagi duduk di rumah makcik saya di Shah Alam ni tapi jauh sangat! Tak boleh fikir dah acaner nak dibegakan saya nak gi kerja, balik kerja badan letih.

Rasa macam nak kahwin cepat, biar ada suami fikirkan kebajikan diri...uhuhuhuhu

Sesungguhnye yaAlloh.. Daku hambaMu yang lemah.. Berilah daku teman hidup barang seorang😍