The sweet side of myself

I dont know if I have a sweet side because I maybe knows myself well that nobody else only know few side of me.

I like giving my time to others, as much as I enjoy being by myself.

When I have some money, I spend it carelessly for others and I felt less-worried for the money that already gone.

When I have books, that I finished reading, I gave it away-even if the book is having some deep extraction to me. I only keep books that I have as presents from someone else.

I like remembering birthdays of my close friends, family, co-workers. It have become my habit. And wish them kindness.

I love checking on my siblings & close buddies whether they are doing okay.

I rarely refuse when someone asking for help.

I win heart carelessly and I didn't say it out loud if I like someone so much. I'll just keep it to myself. There's a time when it is a little too late when I poured my heart content but that's just a part of being human.

I am sometimes too optimistic.

And most people think I am an honest, sweet young lady.

Kbai. Kemanisan menjadi hamba, hanya dapat dirasai ketika kita menghambakan diri, hanyasanya kepada Dia.

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Teaching an interns

Its been four days since AK comes to deugro as interns, and I've been assigned to teach him things.

The experience I got during my days in MM & teaching interns was not enough. I am not patient enough to teach a newbie. I kept losing tempers as interns are stubborn who think they are at right, they think they should be given easy tasks only and they take internship as a honeymoon-take it for granted.

On second day i teach this guy incoterms, i was scolded by my boss, saying its unnecessary.

And I really think Lee Kee is much better at guiding and teaching someone else even letting me knows something when she is at ease to me. She is much more annoying at everything but she is good at teaching someone, at least.

I told this guy babystep and he didn't perform as what I requested, thats one point to made me felt pissed off. Especially when he didn't even know what is "slash" and "dash" on the keyboard. I dont mind if his knowledge about work is poor but at least please know how to write an email & made effort to know everything on that damn keyboard!!

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Confession

Its been second time I've been confessed to. Maybe third, maybe fourth, maybe fifth.

This time was by someone who did it twice. Who asked for clarification, some word. I, without hesitation again, said I didnt feel the same way.

Strangely, all these confessions come either at the wrong time or by the wrong person. When will they feels right, cikin?

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Bunda dan ikea

I love her....endlessly. Ibuku.

I got to steal ibu from abah today... ibu longs to visit ikea so much that she dreams about it. Whenever shes been to someone's luxurious house, shes been into details of what they are using that their house looks perfect. She brags about things that sometimes i pity her so much (sometimes i dont, too) because she dont have much chance in her life to do and have what she wants.

Well I just wanted to brags that today I made her dream come true by driving her to IKEA Damansara! Spent about 140 for her and her happy face is super priceless (even though we came home with Abah's long face).

Idk how good am i as a daughter but I wanted myself to make great effort to be a sweet girlto my parents&to show my gratitude of having them as my parents