Cant afford to lose no more

Today is Chan Kah Wai's last day in deugro.

He told me to spread wings and get to know alot more of poeple in my life.

And somehow take my boss joke seriously- the Chicken Logistics.

But, I tell you. Its not that I am being reserved or declined good offers, I quit Kintetsu because I just cant afford to lose so many people from my life.

I rather ignore and let people pass- because tbh, my precious person's departure was terribly painful to me. I prefer myself to leave, I myself saying goodbye is much better than letting anyone else say it first.

Thats how I decide how to feel about goodbyes.

Yoshinori sama

When I was in Kintetsu, I was hired&hand picked by a very kind boss named as per subject.

He is someone loyal & very lenient, listens to my suggestion & someone who deserve respect.

And he send me message, saying he is going back to Japan. So I invite him to lunch, as a farewell.

I felt appreciated that bosses from Kintetsu joined the lunch & introduce me to the new GM, reinviting me joining Kintetsu again.

I was asking to the boss, "why do you like me so much?"

The boss replied, "Your personality is good. You keep smiling & you are positive attitude" (his english is broken)

Every boss teach different lesson.
Sayonara, Yoshinori sama!

Cool down

The good thing about being Norashikin is: she is damn good about forgetting bad things.

After a while, things we are so mad about just doesnt matter anymore.

Please accept changes when it is, girl,
when people turn bad or good, just accept them duly as what they are now.

Even if, you once felt that your soul connected well, and suddenly that person disconnected & walk away from your life as how he likes it, just accept the fact.

Crying is only the reflects. When you feel like healing, then you heal simply the way you want, and, things that make you sad only keep you alive & know what matters.

Terribly mad!

I have learnt certain level of being angry when I am in deugro. And yes, those feelings changes me from just someone nice to someone who do not care anymore, at all!

I even curse, to my own surprised.

This stupid perempuan gemuk badak air once upon a time have a very nice Indian superior at ops dept and being jealous with her superior can go away managing things, and all benefits she got, she eliminated this woman & got her resigned. Badak air got promoted to supervisor, having junior coming to her dept. Now the junior gone because of her terrible attitude, she is now a supervisor and ops all alone.

Today boss wanted me to help this badak air with her work.

I DONT WANT and I DONT CARE!

Reasons are:
1. She is the person with worst attitude.
She complaint about everyone to bosses and get herself promoted.

2. Company did not investigate who to blame when the company's turnover is super high

3. I am BD not Ops in any manners. I will not take responsibility if I did wrong carrying my duty

4. Finance dept are not doing their billing job. All invoicing work have been thrown to ops. And finance/HR/office management dept eat 3 times a day during office hours.

5. I am paid to be support, not ops or any robots, stupid!

6. Sole reason is I just do not want to have any tie with this pih badak air

More reason to come, Just ranting my anger since nobody cares