What does it feels to be senior at work

"My junior sucks. Me better."

Thats what I thought, being a senior resident (apa seniornye, setahon je lebihnye)

Tak paham kenapa junior tak boleh berusaha sekuat kita. Walhal kerjanya malah lebih mudah sebab ada kita yang bimbing.

Aku salah ajar ke?
Rasa tak ikhlas?

Nope.
I just need to stop making expectation. Nobody is live just to meet my expectation, me neither.

If he's stupid, teach him until he'll be able to do it, no matter what.

You just dont give up, Ashikin.
And stop whining over something if you dont want to change it.
Kalau tak nak ajar, tinggalkan. Biar dia resign kalau dia nak. Kalau betul nak ajar, nak bagi orang pandai, nak hasilkan orang lain yg sama2 bermanfaat, bimbing dia. Buat betul2.

Take it or leave it.

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Crying and calming remedy

Being adult, I have much more to cry of.
Sometimes you cried out of nothing.

I felt sad that someone I cherish falls out of marriage- its the second time someone I know around my age do that when myself don't even know who will be my spouse.

Learning from other's failure, they told me few advices in Marriage that sounds like; "Dont just let someone choose your spouse for you- you gotta check whom youre getting married with"

And
"Perkahwinan adalah untuk berlumba agar saling membahagiakan. Its unfair if someone give too much and the others are just take too much"

And- a simple call helped me regain my calmness- should I marry  someone who made me calm?

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Jalan nan asing

Jalan nan asing itu, memenatkan
Aku pula harus belajar menelusurinya
Langkah demi langkah
Setapak demi setapak

Kadang bimbang tersalah arah
Kadang bimbang terluka sendiri
Kadang bimbang terlukakan orang

Namun apa yang penting,
Sesukar mana pun,
jiwa mesti dikuatkan
Supaya mampu fokus
Untuk sampai ke destinasi sebenar.

Penat, tapi memadai.

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Rindu terhenti.

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