Meeting with Ling

I happen to meet and having dinner with Ling, my ex classmate back in UUM today.

He noticed me through my LinkedIn profile, knowing my company is deugro Projects.

He is and was my good classmate & a thoughtful person, someone I cherish in our class. We both are stars of the class~

I was stunned at first when he notified me because I personally did not remember this fellas at all. He said he remembers me because of my character.

My character is kinda somethingg.. I met few people who remembers me because of my character - but mostly people remember me because of my face; cute & warmth!

haha entri bongkak.

Yesterday our boss came back from his long vacay, and first thing he did in the morning was....defending me from being accused of rudeness!

Thank you, boss. I felt apprreciated~~

Have you ever loved, all your life?

I am currently reading "Reflections of a Man" written by Amari Soul.

Stated in this book.. that.. a man will truly pours his money for what he loves. If he were to find out cheating, his woman would found out from his expenses.

My mum is considered lucky that my father is a stingy & not-so-financial-wealth person. He has never even spent pennies on expensive foods-even allergies on chickens so our family have very less consumption on expensive food.

we cant order pitza home, nor KFC, either.
so I believe my mum never been cheated at her back because my father doesnt have extra money to spend on woman other than me, my sisters and my mum.

I have been having loved all my life, so, why worry?

Lowest Point

Saya adalah manusia yang kalah.

Pada akhirnya, kekalahan saya bermakna saya tidak pernah mengerahkan kudrat dan jiwa ini untuk apa yang sepatutnya saya buat.

Jika pada masa belajar saya suka berkejar-kejar dengan kuliah dan program, kenapa tidak sekarang??
Kenapa saya mudah tewas?

Kenapaaaapapapapaaa

Sekarang saya mudah marah, kecil hati, mengamuk, merajuk, menyendiri...... Mempertikaikan apa yang berlaku pada manusia di sekeliling saya. Menyalahkan orang lain atas situasi yang saya tak suka. Merasa tak suka pada orang yang mengorbankan kehidupannya untuk saya. Segala hal ini, adalah benda-benda yang saya tak pernah buat dulu.

Adakah saya mula berubah menjadi manusia jahat?

Entah.

Kadang-kadang rasa lost, makin kehilangan diri.

Allah, jagakanlah jiwa ini.

Doraemon - Stand By Me

Long CNY for a single like me seems like forever, so I watched Doraemon-stand by me.

Growing up, we siblings love reading Doraemon, Conan, Shin Chan, & funny creative arts.

Stand By Me is about how Doraemon have come into Nobita's life, make friends with him, color the life, put up with all the put downs, be with Nobita on every thick and thin, and made him feels better. And when the time comes, Doraemon leave & never came back.

So its a wrap. A good bye.
Nobita misses Doraemon so much, feeling thankful for its existence, and hope that Doraemon will never come back again.

Thanks, Doraemon. You colored my childhood, too!