Tuesday, August 18, 2015

Extended

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Today I have been reviewed on my performance during my probation period, on few items: team work, punctuality, interpersonal communication, job understanding, timeliness on job completion.

This reviewed have been made by a new boss, not the people around who have been supervising me during these six month.

Guess what is my performance review: I could say myself I am poor in timeliness, but overall, that new person reviewed me as overall poor :(

During the review meeting, those two Japanese supervisor been there, agreeing that I am poor - I feel so sad that they did not stand for me saying I am doing good as they always said.

Bos tikus.

Next move, is move!

His comment about me is-
that I am such an unreadable person, my thought cannot be interpreted.

Whether I am good, sick, angry, or okay. I did not shouted my opinion-because I have tried talking about important thing to my bosses but nobody hears me- my opinion wasnt counted at all!

So it is useless to waste my energy to this lazy & stubborn community.

I am not an open book, people. Do not blame me if you cant read my thought. You can misjudge me & I dont care.

Misjudge me now and please be happy.

Saturday, August 15, 2015

Living seriously

di tulis oleh norashikin rahmat pada Saturday, August 15, 2015 0 komen best


There are a super plenty of time in my life I've been thinking of living seriously.


Like, really-really seriously.

I just want to stop playing around being idle (read:hiatus) for nothing.

I want to
1. Finish reading fikrah's book seriously (baca & hadam)
2. Cooking!
3. Masters kin!!
4. Stop doing stupid thing like writing private blog
5. Work like a robot
6. Get married in another 5 years
7. Change my job in another 6 month
8. Baca quran setiap hari
9. Jaga solat sunat
10. Tak tidur lepas subuh
11. Jadi anak yang berbakti

I've been feeling sad for my pitiful soul..lately..
Sejak abah Fadil meninggal, my close uncle, I've been thinking on how to be a good future mother & to grow a fruitful family to ummah..

Then comes Kak Aishah... who convinced me with the power of prayers....



Saturday, August 08, 2015

Dates.

di tulis oleh norashikin rahmat pada Saturday, August 08, 2015 0 komen best

Once upon a time,

I happen to know a very sweet talker boy who loves to janji manis. He always promises to give a call or messages which I know he did not and wil not.

So I cursed him to become a box of Dates.

Friday, July 31, 2015

Warded

di tulis oleh norashikin rahmat pada Friday, July 31, 2015 0 komen best

This strong girl has fallen sick.

I dont know why working seems so dull nowadays that  I cannot think straightly and has fallen sick. Or the vice versa has happened (means that fallen sick causes me to cannot think straightly at work)

Well for muslims, everything happens for a good reason. Fallen sick could help on kaffarah, insyaAllah. We just need to be patient &thankful to our Lord.

I rarely fallen sick but this time it is worrying that the fever keep coming and go since Hari Raya- its not cause-related to my beloved work. I have thrown up few times and losing appetites, the temperature keep going up & down, and I have lose a few kilograms (like, 4 kgs?)

Anyhow being this sick causes me to tell myself: to start thinking seriously about marriage. For now some people already asked about me to arrange my marriage but.. nevermind. She still behold to the past or waiting a prince charming, I guess. Ah, nevermind...Being sick and lonely feels so sad. >_<

Now chikin wants someone to take care of her while being sick!

Our good uncle , my dad'd brother in-law, Abah Fadil has gone, passed away, going back to Allah yesterday. Alfatihah.

 

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