Unhappy

I suddenly felt unhappy.....as my work burden is too minimum.

Nobody asks my opinion on how is everything. I somehow feels that I want more.

Is this a sign that I have too much time?

Then.. sambung belajar la kin!

Customer

Customers, in this new environment, is surely a little tougher.

After 3 months, i still feel like a baby. Kintetsu is surely a nice home to live in. I am jotting this down because I wanted to remember on how I see things in my early days here.

Once I started with this job, I start getting one customer whom I learned a lot from. The shipment tasks is always tricky but I am happy to always serve them. It feels that they are my muse. Because the team i am working with, always support with, I could say, sufficient knowledge and skills.

I am not expecting smooth sailing, because things are surely tough, but I really hope that I can learn super well.

So. In my training, I have been told not to pamper my customer too much! Also, get paid on time is a must! (kutip upah~)

I am happy with this job, insyaAllah!

She is just she

At work, I am under 3 superior.
SS, AM, M. For which, higher is GM.

Thankfully, out of this superior cake, one quarter is not liking me.

But I like her. For her sharpness in work, and willingness to guide me - I may be a little slow for her to catch up things.

I get upset, at the beginning, when she keep her temper out everytime, just for me to realize that-she is working hard, and its just her.

So do not mind her being when she is angry. Just take note, on what she said.

She is just better than 'anyone else' who being smart ass, taking chance on other while they could- because she is being herself.

P/S: One always get angry on important matters. So there must be a reason to be scolded on.

After 2 months

2nd May, marked 2 months of my stay with Kintetsu.

Frankly speaking, it feels like already one or two years-because of environment and hardness of work-I need to do a lot of thinking job.

Its not to say that this job is hard, the correct word to say is, "challenging". I feels, it seems like nobody like each other at work. Dept A and Dept C is strangers. Team A to Team B is strangers too.

Freak..

Weirdly, every morning we shout the thing about unity, our corporate philosophy.

As a newbie, this is what I feels. This company is unhealthy in terms of balance interactions. Ada nyawa tapi tak ada "ruh".

Nobody really knows each other.

I am someone who definitely loves human interaction. Someone like me cant be too long on this environment, because if I talk too much, I'll probably been misinterpreted. If I keep silence, I am not myself. I could be over-thinking if I do that.

Unless I have support. Like a muse or soulmate that allows me to yoshyosh everyday.

Know what?

The optimistic me is going to stay in this challenging environment.

Yoshh!